*I wanna talk to sb but I have nothing no say in fact.
So I talk to myself, over & over.. repeating the same things. the same stories.. Sometimes I feel nervous.. sometimes worried.. worrid about things which are none of my business.. I\ve nothing to do with many many things around me but I dont know why I insist on being involved.. I\ve got used to be.. to be.. I\ve no idea what I can name it.. but most of the time I'm thinking about it.. I don\t know exactly about what.. Maybe about sth. important! Important! You see? Everything is important in my world! even small thing that no one else can see or touch.
I'm annoyed.. I feel alone & I like this feeling.. Where's my "8 ketaab"?
I open the book, seeking for familiar sentences which make me smile :)

Poem.. One of the most lovely thing in the world.. I like to smile when I'm reading a poem. I think of Sohrab.. What he was thinking of when he was writing that poems? I like know the answer someday..

I need a travel.. to somehere far.. with a friend.. to talk.. to run.. to play.. to see the moon.. to see a movie together.. to live.. to laugh.. to cry.. to chew a gum.. to hold hands walking in a street.. I feel alone.. I need a travel.. I just need a friend.. forever..

 

*Lost is an interesting serial.. for example the views: sea, sky, jungle..
Number of people, the matter that each guy - like real world - is really different from the other ones & of course all are the same in some cases.

They face the same thing in different ways, they help each other, work together & sometimes they seem absolutely weak.
Everyone has a past & a story.. When you watch one part, you wanna know who they are, what are their names, what kind of guys they are, what will happen then, etc.

But 2 things are not normal & look somehow odd:
1. You see people when they are asleep or taking a shower but not while they are eating! They talk about food they behave as if no one eats there. At least I have'nt seen it already.

2. All actors & actresses are slim, handsome, beautiful.. having colorful clothes with themselves!
And they have wonderful make-ups.. So you won't see any color on their skins!

*I want to Rey City this afternoon. Mum & dear sister said: "How can you go somewhere alone? Wom't you get bored?"
It was freezing but I had worn too warm clothes to feel it.
The first thing I wanted God as soon as I arrived was sth. to eat! :D
When I bought a Hi-Bye, I saw wooooooow! Somewhere near the shrine, people are drinking tea. To tell you the truth, they were killing themselves with free tea (nazri!)

After I got in, I saw most of the doors of shrine are closed beause they can control the crowd & pilgrims better that way.. But some guys who didn't know the ways well got confused. One of them was shouting I wanna go out ... ... ... guys. (Beeeeeeeeep) Why did you close the door?
Somebody answered: That door is oprn.

... ... ... (Beeeeeeeeeeeeeep) came the answer!

I was sitting on the stairs - I love them all the time - I put the prayer book next to me to write a sms to a friend of mine.
An old woman was crossing, she touched the book seriously, then she put her hand to her face & kiss it. Then continues her way..
I was thinking what did it mean?
Then I remebered some of my classmates were used to kiss the entrance doors of shrine as soon as getting in! Thus I said nothing :D